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D UNSPOKEN TRUTH

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  I knocked on the door once again then I heard Tolu’s voice {of the younger sister to my friend at the other side of the room} screaming ‘who is there’? I replied saying; ‘it’s me Shantelle’, there was excitement and it came so welcoming; ‘oh! Aunt Shantelle I am coming to get the door’. While I was waiting outside for the door to be opened, I looked around Funmi’s crib admiring a brand new Toyota Rav4 2012 that drove by the driveway. The house is duplex with four isolate compartments, I was wondering who owned the car because am familiar with almost all the occupants of the building but since it’s been a while I came to visit  Funmi I decided to wait to see who was coming off this fine ride. A pretty young lady stepped out of the ever so craved car, looking all fly in this nice sun shade with her Peruvian hair gently pouring down her shoulders. She wore this lovely shorts showing off her long straight legs and a tank top showing off her cute belly-button and well plac...

PHILOPHOBIA

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I really miss writing and I miss my readers as well, I am sure you all missed me. My readers and I go quite a way back and we have tagged on through a lot and withstood season change. I am using this gracious opportunity to apologize for the break which went on for a while and I almost could not come back to do what I love doing the most which happens to be correspondence with you my dearest readers.                    My previous write ups have been about different kinds of ish we go through, emotional problems and stages of singlehood. I will not urge you to take out your exceedingly busy time to read them in order for you to have insight on some emotional problems that’s messing with your head but I can assure you that you won't forget to thank me at the last line of it.                               What is Philophobia? The fear of falling in love or bei...

CLUSTERED EMOTIONS

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Have you ever wanted something or someone so bad but deep down within you, you know you may not get it. But then, as much as you keep trying to let go or stop wanting it, it seems the desire just keeps growing.      Well, my last piece was about conflict of emotions - about the different stages of singlehood or call it a breakdown of singlehood in my own way. It’s been over a month since then that I wrote because I’ve had so many ups and downs leading to clustered emotions, which is what I want to share with you. It’s so bad that I find myself in a fix and an invisible box, felt more like I was drowning in so much unresolved emotion. Unresolved emotion for a person, for life, for work, for school, everything, in fact. Thank God for one on my writing mentors who told me to break free from my comfort zone and go write something. I said I didn’t have inspiration, which really is a result of clustered emotions, but then I realized I could even write about that, if onl...

CONFLICT OF EMOTIONS (PART3)

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WHAT LESSON DO I NEED TO LEARN FROM SINGLEHOOD BEFORE MOVING TO THE NEXT LEVEL? It’s been a while I picked up a pen to write anything. I really don’t like it but I can’t help it because I get distracted a lot, due to some circumstances beyond my control. I miss writing though and am sure all my readers missed reading my post as well. I wish I was in a better frame of mind right now but really I’m not going to use that as an excuse for not writing. The strange thing is, I didn’t plan to write today at all and I wonder why I had to pick this kind of odd time to do this. My last two articles were about CONFLICT OF EMOTIONS. From the write-ups, I came up with different steps of singlehood and this happens to be the final part - WHAT LESSONS DO I NEED TO LEARN FROM SINGLEHOOD BEFORE MOVING TO THE NEXT LEVEL? If you haven’t read the other two articles, please do so because it will give you a clearer understanding of what I’m really talking about here. I found myself in these dif...

CONFLICT OF EMOTIONS (PART2)

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WHAT'S THE PURPOSE OF BEING SINGLE? Another cold morning, am really not in a writing mood but I just feel I owe a lot of people this, so no matter how much I don’t feel like writing, it mustn’t be about my feelings right now, I have to consider my sweet readers and go out of my way to please them.   My last write up was about CONFLICT OF EMOTIONS, if you have not read it yet, I will urge you to take out time to read it because, this is a continuation of it and to get a good glimpse of it, read trial & full version, it will give you a better understanding of it all.   Back to my cold morning, am so cold at work, I needed coffee to come to my rescue but I can’t take coffee right now ): , been having this crazy menstrual pain that’s giving me cramps and serious backache and when I take coffee, I like it real creamy and sugary *sigh*   This write up is about “The purpose am supposed to achieve from singlehood” uhmmmmmmmmn…… A lot of young single male/female ...

ODE BY SPLASH AND SAM

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New freestyle joint by Splash & Samsmooth titled ODE.......Splash an upcoming artiste with great potentials, she has a couple of singles like Odi dan dan feat Iyanya, Efile fu produced by Joshbeat, Pacesetter feat Bizzouch and Ogini feat Steaze which is my favourite because she did the rap in ibo.... Even though i dont understand the language i still could relate with the content of the song. She was also on Kefee's peace song that featured other top Nigerian artiste like Terrydarapman, Skales, Eedris, Uti and others.... WATCHOUT FOR this babe because she spits hot punchlines and she's going to blow your mind.......

CONFLICT OF EMOTIONS (PART1)

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On this fateful rainy day I was just in my office feeling cold, so I asked for a cup of coffee, I'm    really not a fan of coffee but somehow I just like the cocoa feeling it gives.      Before I forget, I want to use    this medium to say thanks to all my precious readers, thank you for visiting my blog , for all your comments and encouraging words, I must say they are really flattering…..      Back to the fateful rainy day, I got two calls from different trial versions, one happened to be a trial version I almost downloaded the full version but I later realized the game has been corrupted with virus. The calls gave me this unruly feeling which aroused different questions in my head. Questions like “y am I single? What’s the purpose am suppose to achieve from singlehood? What lesson do I need to learn from singlehood before moving to the next level?      As a single lady I tend to have conflict of emotions which is ...

MY CELEB BESTIE.....

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This is one of my closest writings, just thought to share it..... I hope you all enjoy it!! 25th of October 2011 at 12:13pm........ Am back to writing because it's just a way of expressing my true feelings.....     Yesterday i decided to take a break from all this rumcus happening at my cousins house and go chill with this my new bestie. it was just a coincident that i needed a break from the house and i got an I.V. to come visit, i had 2nd thoughts even had 3rd and 4th thoughts about it but i decided to go reason unknown.....     I am glad i left because it was a new air entirely even though my cousin couldn't really understand why i decided to go stay with a stranger for a while but my little cousin did any ways. Back to my present location....at my bestie's house trying break free from the shocking air at my cousins     About my so called bestie *smiles*, he's cool, nice, naughty, makes great and mad beats, ...

FULL VERSION

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FULL VERSION WRITTEN AND OWNED BY @SPICYIRISHPEACH Have you ever wanted something so bad??? Have you ever need or long to own something so much???? Have you ever anticipated for something for a really long time and you are not so sure you would get it or see it??? Am sure you wondering why am asking all this questions and you thinking she definitely has answers to it…… really I wish I did have an answer to every single question up there regarding to my present status. Uhmmmmn…. My heart his heavy and my head feels too light, both head n heart always malfunctions when it comes to this particular ish!!!  Now am sure you are curious and want to kill the suspense you feel right now, wondering where this is headed to or what am talking about and the essence of all this at all. *Sigh* I really wish I knew how to explain this ish or how to go about it at all. Let me start by referring to my last write up which is THE LAW OF TRIAL VERSION (If u haven’t read it please do and dro...

TRIAL VERSION

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                 THE LAW OF TRIAL VERSION WRITTEN AND OWNED BY TEMMYT @SPICYIRISHPEACH Am back to writing again, I wonder why I keep doing this, but really I haven’t figure out why yet. I guess because it makes me calm and put me in a lighter mood.      I have so much to write about but don’t know how to start or how to be explanatory enough. I came up with a theory called the LAW OF TRIAL VERSION.   Am sure y’all re wondering what that means and how come it’s relevant but the truth is that, in a way we somehow apply this law without knowing. What is the LAW OF TRIAL VERSION? This simply means a tryout.  Short and simple as that yeah? Y complicate a definition? Lolz…………..     I further this illustration with a game. Let me not complicate or get you confuse, am sure one way or the other you guys have come across a laptop or computer especially brand new ones, let me be more explici...